theres nothing you can do.

Have you ever heard the expression, "...and it was so beautiful it damn near broke your heart?"

Sometimes I feel that way. Okay honestly? I feel that way a lot. Like when I see a beautiful picture, or hear a song, or see a pretty moment. That feeling in my chest that strikes a muse. Where I want everyone I can get my hands on to percieve that moment just as i do. So they can feel that almost unbearable feeling that is in term really indescribable.

Like something is just so damn beautiful it literally breaks your heart.

But I can't give anyone my feelings, nor can anyone give me theirs. I cannot allow anyone but my being to see into my soul. So I guess those feelings have to be trapped in my mind and heart. At times they may be able to escape through writing, or even tears.

I'm just annoyed with creativity. I feel like perhaps I have thing artistic gift to see the world differently but I am limited in talent to express my feelings.

What a strange curse...